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For those with thoughts of being homosexual, part of the distress must surely be social in origin. I grew up in a conservative latino household and community. In , I was sent to prison on drug-related charges linked to the manufacturing and distribution of a controlled substance. I was forced to do unspeakable things to my brother when we were young I have thought about this a lot in life and most of the people I care about have heard this story before.

There were four of them. It can cause you to doubt even the most basic things about yourself — even your sexual orientation. When I was 14 he forced me to give him oral sex and when he raped me for the first time I don’t remember exactly how old I was, but it was horrific. I also happen to identify as straight. How do I know whether I prefer women or men? The older psychoanalytic therapies often make people with this problem feel much worse by saying that the thoughts represent true inner desires.

Here's what it's really liked to be raped by a bunch of angry prisoners - and it's not pretty. If it’s a book or a TV show or even a TikTok couple they’d consume it even more than gay men . Compulsive questioning can frequently take place, and usually involves others who may be close to the sufferer.

That all changed when I went to take mine. Credit: Twitter / @VictimsComm Ciaran said "me being a guy, me being gay', because there is a lack of conversation surrounding the topic [of sexual violence against men], he 'didn't think [he. It was not long before the other inmates discovered that I was gay. My brain tried to block out the painful. Some of the more typical questions sufferers are likely to ask can include those in the following two groupings:.

I'm still traumatized today from what happened. That really doesn’t have anything to do with it but I’m just sharing for background. A group of gangbangers repeatedly and viscously used my for their needs during my incarceration. For example, I know a lot of women who are obsessed with gay men love stories. There were four of them. . The most obvious form is where a sufferer experiences the thought that they might be of a different sexual orientation than they formerly believed.

After chatting for several weeks and having numerous phone calls, Ciaran decided it was a good time. When I first see people for this problem, they are typically engaged in any number of compulsive activities which may occupy many hours of each day. During my first few hours there, I didn’t see two men take a shower together. If on the other hand they happen to be homosexual they may obsess about the possibility that they might really be straight.

. Interestingly Swedo, et al. Im a 16 year old straight guy and i was raped by two men in my own house last weekend. A variation on doubt about sexual identity would be where the obsessive thought has fastened onto the idea that the person simply will never be able to figure out what their sexual orientation actually is. I'm a straight man that was raped by several guys from my football team in college. Here's the funny part about what you said about "Kids are being forced to be gay or trans".

The questions are never-ending and repetitive. If the sufferer is heterosexual, then the thought may be that they are homosexual. These articles are about special topics related to OCD and related disorders. He's my good friend and a girl dared us and all the other girls started cheering us on, so he leaned in and made out with me for a . I'm a straight man that was raped by several guys from my football team in college.

I had to arch my eyebrows and wear my clothes two sizes smaller to appear feminine. I was forced to grow my hair and nails and shave all the hair off of my face. OCD, as we know, is largely about experiencing severe and unrelenting doubt. Well how it started was that i was home alone for the weekend, so me and 5 friends . A man entered the shower with me and ordered me to face the wall or he would “break my fucking neck.”.

How will I ever be able to tell for certain? For more general information, please visit our "About OCD" section. When I sought specialist therapy as a male rape survivor, I found all doors were closed to me because I was a man. Do you think I could be gay or straight? Ciaran was 21 when he was sexually assaulted by a man he'd been talking to on a gay social app. Or not funny but more ironic. Going a step beyond this, some sufferers have obsessions that tell them that they may have acted, or will act, on their thoughts.

How does anyone tell what sex they really are? At a party with mainly chicks, while I'm straight but he's gay. I have observed this symptom in young children, adolescents, and adults as well. I had just turned twenty-five and had no idea of what life was like behind bars. This has never proven to be so. I'm still traumatized today from what happened.

Doubting something so basic about yourself can obviously be quite a torturous business. I suppose this remains a question for research to answer.